Thursday, May 24, 2012

be still

Comfort
{photo via pinterest}
I needed this today. I received some very interesting news today.  I have had time to sort out my irrational feelings and my rational feelings towards this news. Most would be excited to receive such news. I on the other hand seemed to struggle with it.  Don't ask me why.
I was reminded, once again, that you really have no control in the military.  And for me, I like to be in control.  My husband received news that his E.A.D. date has moved. (aka...the day we move.) 
As of right now we are moving September 9th-ish instead of July 31st.  (Still not official...ha)
May not seem like a big deal.  Which it shouldn't be. My family is thrilled. I'm thrilled (after much moping).  Why I moped you ask?  (I am about to complain) I am beyond ready to leave my home and neighborhood.  I feel so crammed and quite frankly ready to not worry about my car getting broken into every night, etc... Selfish reasons maybe, but they are still my feelings.  So moving on.
I knew my feelings were irrational but wallowed in my sorrows all day anyways. Two ice cream bars didn't even help.  I finally came to my senses, prayed, and this quote is what I received.
"Be still, and know that I am God."  {psalm 46:10}
So aside from all the issues that have come up because our move has been pushed back a month and a half. (Financially, physically, emotionally...)  Once again I was reminded to have faith.  Faith that the path I am going on is the right one.  To "be still", have patience and know that God is over all.  He will provide, protect, and guide.  Tender mercy that we are leaving later? Probably. I will have to wait to find out. I know all things happen for a reason. So whether we move next week or next year,  I know whatever comes our way, it is our path and we are meant to live it. Which also means the Lord knows we are capable of living it. And that my friends gives me hope and purpose in this life.

"For with God nothing shall be impossible." (St. Luke 1:37)
{my favorite scripture}

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

City Creek

We headed to City Creek for family night last night. We haven't been yet! It is beautiful!  We sure are gonna miss being here! But there will definitely be plenty of new things to see when we move! 

 


Monday, May 21, 2012

Eclipse

Anyone else watch the solar eclipse last night. I mean I hope you didn't look it straight in the eye or you would probably go blind. Dorky or not, I got to look at it through a trusty plastic mug at my grandpa's. Similar to this one:
                                 
                                                                    {photo via google.}

If you didn't get to look at it through a cool mug, or other such devices that wouldn't burn your eyes, here is a peak of what it looked like:

                                                                 {photo via facebook.}

Pretty cool right?! ha.

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

my comfort

I found 2 gems this week.  One old and one new. For some reason they hit me hard as I watched them.  I LOVE them.  I once had someone ask me how I could be so happy and to have gone through all hard the things in life that I have. At first I was taken back. I feel I have my fair share of trials and feel my fair share of pain from them. BUT as I pondered on this statement I realized that amidst the pain and sorrow I've felt, I have indeed remained happy. I simply replied to this person, the gospel. That is where I have found my joy and strength to carry on. I have several people, I love, around me struggling in every aspect of life.  I hurt for them and wish I could help ease their burdens. 

For those who are struggling. Afflicted. Grieving. Hurting. Scared. Lonely. All of the above and more. These videos have given me great comfort in times of need. I pray for you to find comfort as well. 
[Be sure to push pause on the music below.]

{Men's hearts shall fail them.}

{Dare to stand alone}
I also had someone tell me they don't feel worthy to receive blessings from the Lord.  To those who feel this way as well.  It doesn't matter who you are, what you've done, where you are in life . . . . YOU ARE ALWAYS WORTHY OF THE LORD'S LOVE AND COMFORT!!! ALWAYS! I cannot stress that enough. For His love is where I find my happiness among the heartache. His love is what is meant to make this life bearable. I pray for ALL to feel this love.

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

4 years to eternity

4 years ago today I specifically remember getting in the car with my mom and driving downtown to the Salt Lake Temple. I remember thinking to myself, holy cow I'm driving to go get married! 4 years ago I was sealed to my best friend for eternity! It was a beautiful day! I'm grateful for everyday after and the chance I have to fall more and more in love with this guy! 

{To know more about Mormon temples and the importance of them click here.}





Ya tebya lublu sweetie heartie! Can't wait to see what our future brings!

Saturday, May 12, 2012

the desert

The traditional Easter trip out to the desert landed in May this year. Porter could not have been more in his element.  He was caked with dirt. And LOVED every minute of it. Unfortunately, there was something wrong with the battery we had for his four wheeler he got for his birthday, which meant he couldn't ride by himself much. Thanks Bill and Jess for letting him use James' for a while.
Porter would have sat on the four wheeler the WHOLE time if he could choose. 


You may wonder what the random pennies on the train tracks are.  See they have this cool tradition where they put pennies on the train tracks and after the train goes by we look for them in the rocks and find them totally smooshed like the ones you pay to smoosh! It's awesome! 


I also got some really cool pictures of the sun setting (no editing here folks)! Enjoy!
{featuring Ethan}

Thursday, May 10, 2012

breathe . . .

I'm slightly freaking out. I remember it like yesterday when I had 5 1/2 months left until I move.  It has turned into 2 1/2 months. Ha. It's May 10th people. I have a very busy schedule ahead of me.  Hopefully I won't pass out from all the craziness!!

Red days- Already have something important planned for that day.
*- Can't miss that day important.
**- Really can't miss that because it's a wedding. Like Brian's brother's wedding . . . Pray they don't move our orders up.
Orange days- Will be out of town. :O I know...that's a lot. I don't know when I will find time to breath.
Black days- Nothing officially planned but I'm sure something will come up.
Green day- We move. (unofficially our move date...it could change...oh the stress)

This helped relieve some stress . . . phew!

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